take me up to the top of the city
Look

i-D magazine
postsecret
hel looks
SUPERSUPER
sleeveface
indexed
sister's photos
apple
perez
fred flare
ici on <3

Think

bbc news
guardian
richard dawkins
amanda palmer
stephen fry
augusten burroughs
guerilla girls
monitor mix
abi
carah

Listen

sleater-kinney
sonic youth
ellen allien
the dresden dolls
miss kittin

Discover

ajisen ramen
qingdao, olympic city
lucky chinese pets
tsingtao beer
stuffed buns with little faces

What was

it has just been waiting for me
stuck on repeat
east meets west, unfortunately
early morning
vending machine, tokyo
lantern 2
lantern, tokyo
konnichiwa nippon
all at sea
final thoughts from china
a meaningful gesture
keeping connected
anti-carrefour demo
busfuls of wedding couples
friday miscellany
'what if noone's watching?'
being beat
worrying
on language, nature and my neck
poisonous pink
cultural aspect ratio
frustration
starbucks is love
free gifts, easter & lazy day music
mais qu'est-ce qui se passe ici?
carrefour je t'aime
happy birthday (ii)
notes from qingdao
happy birthday (i)
more of beijing
on betrayal
brief note
ni hao from beijing
pre-departure thoughts
traveling music
quoted wisdom
my hero
crack repair, art kid style
about qingdao, from wikipedia
china address



23 April 2008
Days and days off... perhaps it's something about the weather (looking up and out of the window I can see flowers on the trees) but walking around in the streets I feel a little more serene. There are few things in which one can take such simple enjoyment as just walking through the city listening to something good. Music in your headphones and a swing in your step. Feeling cool, feeling glamorous, as if you're in a film. Trying not to walk too obviously to the rhythm, or get too excited with the perfection of the moment when everything - weather, rhythm, lyrics, the movement of the people and the cars around you - lines up perfectly. As Ani sang, 'If my life were a movie...'

Otherwise, killing time just a little. Reading and rereading Ginsberg. Poetry anthology, though wish I had also brought 'Spontaneous Mind', a collection of interview transcripts and other fascinating snippets from the great man. I never get tired of his wisdom and humanity. So brave, so enlightened, so thoughtful. Flawed, of course, as we are all, but aware of that, and so ready to give all of himself in the name of greater illumination of the human condition. There are a cluster of people - writers, artists, performers, whose work never fails to cheer me, and give me fresh hope. Opens up new possibilities or reassures me that there is understanding and warmth out there in the sea of unintelligible, sometimes-hostile humanity. As Kurt Vonnegut said, and I am particularly fond of quoting:

'Still and all, why bother? Here's my answer. Many people need desperately to receive this message: I feel and think much as you do, care about many of the things you care about, although most people do not care about them. You are not alone.'


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